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“I exercised hard to walk with prosthesis. They really changed my life.”


Armed violence reduction | Emergency | Jordan | PUBLISHED ON February 15th 2022
Hashim at home in his kitchen

Hashim at home in his kitchen | © HI

Hashim was hit by a random mortar in Syria. Doctors had to amputate both of his legs. He was 18. He now live sin Jordan. Hashim shares his story.

Hashim Mohamed Barawi was amputated above the knee on both legs after being hit by a mortar shell, which left him without the ability to walk or conduct daily activities.

I used to work as a barber. In September 2012, a series of attacks lasting for a couple of hours occurred in my neighbourhood. It was around 5 pm, and a random mortar hit my shop. This incident was a landmark moment in my life. I had injuries all over my body. For months, I was in shock.

Just after the blast, I was unconscious. I was transferred to the nearest hospital, along with many others who were injured by the bombing. I stayed in the hospital for around 11 days, and when I woke up, the doctors told me they had to amputate both of my legs. I was shocked, and I was really in a lot of pain. Throughout this time, my mother was my pillar of strength and a constant source of support.

To flee the violence

After I left hospital, I used a wheelchair at all times. We soon decided to move in with relatives in a safer part of Syria, as the situation in my neighbourhood worsened. The situation throughout all of Syria had deteriorated. Getting food and basic items became more and more difficult as prices rose. Ultimately, we decided to flee the country in April 2014, to travel to Jordan. We experienced several obstacles along the way, including unmarked borders and rough roadways.

To walk again

After arriving in Jordan, I read about HI’s provision of prosthetic limbs, and I contacted them. With the help of HI’s team, I completed rehabilitation sessions and followed a program. They provided me with prosthetics, a mobility chair, crutches, and a bed to facilitate movement throughout the process.

The prosthesis really changed my life. It was a bit challenging at first, and I had to fight through it. I used a wheelchair for almost a year before receiving my first prosthesis, Learning how to walk with them and climb stairs was particularly difficult. I faced these difficulties for almost a year and a half. I exercised hard to maintain balance by walking with two crutches at first, then only one, until I was confident enough to walk without crutches. Eventually, I was able to stand on my own for the first time in 2 years!

To build a new life

In 2021, I secured a job in a plastics plant through HI’s livelihood team. It was another turning point in my life. I felt like things were falling back into place. Now, my family is enjoying stability and bonding. We are settling into our new surroundings and have formed friendships.

I miss my previous life in Syria, my friends, my evenings out, and my favourite places, but now I store all these memories in my mind and heart. There is no hope of returning to Syria. The circumstances will not allow it, and the situation has not changed.

Today, I am thinking about travelling abroad again to start a new, brighter chapter.

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